Bitchicisms

Was in the car, silent, on my way home from the spa. My mind floating.

An old memory suddenly reached out to grab a hold of me.

My gym instructor ex. The buff yet short Vin Diesel look alike. And in this memory he told me that he liked fat girls. This was when he was still courting me.

I told him I wasn't fat.

This is also the same guy who, after we split up (after an eventful 30 days), told me he loved me like a sex doll.

Have I come far from that or is this just a vicious cycle?